How would I start writing again?
Its been a year of numerous downs and an up but definitely its the end of a year and a beginning of a new one.
I realized so many things because of the down slopes of life. First of all, 2 things are really consistent, I hate to quote that movie Meet Joe Black but as he puts it "Death and Taxes" its consistent and keeps on pestering us on a daily basis. It also doesn't help that our own BIR commissioner is hell bent on making us physicians villanized as tax evaders. Sadly hearing some truths in that department I would beg to differ. But still death and taxes.
Second on being denied a visa, well I tried twice and really wanted to go. I just pray that it only mean 1)its not time yet, 2) it will cause mr great sadness so don't (its bad for me) or 3) there is something better. Just wait. So I just leave to the almighty which of the 3.
For the third learning, sometimes its not only the book smart or you clinical smarts, it has to be both. And you don't have to leave you're humanity for both. Help a friend it goes a long way.
Fourth thing I realized, that I will never be a surgeon, sad to say the blog was supposedly like that but No IM is going to be my life so let it.

and as a finale

""Sometimes in darkest times, in the coldest nights. All we need is to light a fire in out own dark corner. Sooner we would see that the corner light is now a blazing star. "