At last, the first year has ended

Frankly I was composing this on my mind while I was going to Manila from Laiya Batangas with my friends, with this song on the background. And like in the video, the beach was nice and beautiful, though my head is full of thoughts yet I found some answers for myself during the trip.


Background music and video: Lucky by Jason Mraz Featuring Colbie Caillat

I dunno but the year was a hell of a ride for me. Better still, I learned many new things outside of the classroom. Especially during the last days of the semester I realized that there are things that you mustn't decide for yourself especially if your not the only person that would be affected. Next I realized that somethings are better left to grow by themselves, let it grow and see what happens; and never run away from it because you'll never see what is it like until it grows up. Next thing I learned that most people yak and yak of not finding the one, yet there is the one just beside you waiting for you to notice them. Making you feel the care and support even if you've been left by almost everybody. And last, i wish I am lucky enough... Ops there's more, some wishes are better left un granted especially if your only thinking about yourself. As always there are lots of things that needs to be improved and changed, myself, my attitude to others and my study habits. And last realization, I was never alone, it was just me thinking that I am; that sometimes I forgot the support of the person(s) around me that I wish somehow I could say sorry to them and say Thank you for being with me even if I am beginning to be the crappiest person in the world.

There, now I wish I am that lucky.....