Clearance: Accomplished, though BOREDOM SETS IN

Well after a hiatus of accomplishing the necessary documents for graduation, I have finally accomplished it though, the taste of boredom is already starting to taste in my mouth and like all unwanted feelings, it leaves a bitter after taste.
Come to think of it, after laboring for quite a time and seeking out new adventures and what nots, which was usual to me, after graduating and finishing the necessary things, I need to seek out something to preoccupy my mind. Well why do I need it? One - if I'm not doing anything, my mind takes me to grim scenarios of what-ifs and what should have beens and it is not helping my current set of mind. Two - My mind is kinda regressing and getting more and more idle, it needs to be used, feel the pressure, and move on; because without the pressure, I don't feel ok at all, like something is missing. Three - I feel lonely when I'm not working. I hate it. Sigh, after piling all the reasons of needing something to do, I need a job to keep me preoccupied before med. So anybody there that needs a part-timer send me an email. Hahaha